Wednesday 27 October 2010

Procrastination

 (Poppies; collage and ink sketch, ca. 9x9cm.)


One of the benefits of having a blog - I thought optimistically a few weeks ago - was that it would give me a little external incentive to actually sit down and write.  Regularly.  With a certain amount of discipline.  And routine.  My goal - knowing myself somewhat after these four decades we've spent together - was to post every three days.  A post every day was not going to happen.  Neither was a post every other day.  But I like the number three and I thought that it would be possible for me to actually meet the goal of writing a post every three days.  


(Crow; collage and ink sketch ca. 9x9cm.) 

Not so.  Time is slippery; like a well-oiled eel.  Before I know it, a week, or ten days, or more have passed without a posting.  It's not that I haven't been writing.  In fact, I think that having this blog is helping me to stick to my other writing goals: 25 pages per week on the latest draft of a middle grade reader novel I'm working on, and one new short story each month.  That's working.

(Abstract I; collage with Japanese, Indian, and Italian papers ca. 9x9cm.)

But my blog.  I think that part of the problem is the same one I have with writing letters back to people.  There is the desire to craft something thoughtful and well put together, something which the other person will really enjoy receiving.  But then I am daunted.  Do I have the time and energy to do such a thing just now?  Maybe I'd do a better job a little bit later today.  Or tomorrow.  Or in a week, or ten days, or more.  See how easily it happens?  



(Queen Anne's Lace; collage and ink sketch on 12x12 canvas)

At least while I've been neglecting my blog, I have been busy working in a new direction with my painting, which is in fact not painting at all.  As with my leather journals a couple of weeks back, I thought I'd make use of all of this gorgeous paper I've been hording for years now, and actually make something with it.  Getting ready for Christmas, I thought I'd work on small collages - some with and some without little ink drawings (which I so love doing!) 

That's been fun, but I missed my blog.  So here I am.  Climbing back on the wagon again and promising myself not to so negligent.  We'll see.  

2 comments:

  1. these collages are gorgeous lynn! and so is your blog! and yay on your artist's studio! where is it? I wish I could have come to your open studio :)
    xo

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  2. Thanks for your kind words, Stephaine! I'm really enjoying figuring out both the blog and the collages.

    I'm very lucky to have found a studio in the Glockenbach Viertel at Holzstrasse 7. It has no windows and is in a basement, but it's a good size (I'm no longer bumping my elbows against the walls when I work on my bigger pieces), inexpensive, and is part of a co-op with other artists.

    We're having a group show in December. (The Vernissage is Dec. 10th at 7:00 and we'll have opening times throughout the month, if you're in the area and wanted to drop by. There should be more details at the studio's website: www.atelier7-muenchen.de)

    Your blog and collages have been a great inspiration to me. Thanks for popping in!

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